My First Post

This is another attempt on blogging :) first one is friendster's which already gone, 2nd blog is blogspot where I can't even remember the blog name nor gmail account used. then this is the 3rd attempt after 4 years. let's pray that this one will last :)


Funny that I actually made this blog at almost midnight coz I can't sleep. Not a good beginning to blog, I am not in a good mood after being frustrated at my poor boyfriend. Can't say that it was an argument nor quarrel, as it was only me who threw all the blames. In fact, it's actually feels more terrible than being blamed as the guilt is unbearable. but at one hand, I can't keep it forever. I need to throw it out, I wanna see if something and he has change, not another promise that things will change and will get better someday.


I wonder if we can change someone's personality? or, can I change mine? or, just leave it as it is, and find our own way in a separate life.